Missing him

I miss him everyday. I leave work and go to my sad little house and look around at all the memories left of him. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I toughen it up. But the pain in my heart never ceases. Knowing that when I go to bed he won't be there to hold me. Ad when it's tme to wake up he still won't be there. It sucks. But I guess that's life. We had to go our separate ways for a while. I'm really praying it's a very short while. Cos I don't know how much more of this loneliness I can stand. I miss you Big Daddy.
XoXoXo. Me

Gone

Hey Blog,
So he left. Early Sunday morning . and this past week has been horrible without him, and just to think it might be a year or more before I see him.... my heart's breaking. But I'ma be strong and wait for him...forever.
xoxoxoxo