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I am starting to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through.
And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is.
I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don't know the answer, I know only that I can't.
I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff.
I just want out.
I've had it.
I am so tired.
I am 27 and I am already exhausted.